PhiedPiper Illness?!!

[lamahat]

Well don't know how to say this and avoid sounding in negative divisional manner...I mean by reading Avalon forum and listening to people's comments on Phied's audio file I could not fail to notice some oddities...if I can recount correctly it was Astralwalker who introduced PhiedPiper as his friend who is expert in audio matters and he is which is confirmed by his short but powerful audio masterpiece...I understand why people tend to recognize that because file is really effective in causing alternate state of consciousness...I also understand why Astralwalker is saying that audio vibrational pitch is supposed to be higher because it is logical answer for his stance on the whole climate and unknown form of energy events that are heading our way toward 2012...

However knowing that Phied's health has been reason for not completing his audio project I am a bit surprised that Astralwalker did not help him earlier and only after others who miss him truly, myself included, he agrees to separate meditation for his well being...word friend in my vocabulary stands for the first one to rush with help when friend is in trouble...obviously Phied has spiritual problem and I would expect from Astralwalker who describe himself as quite spiritual and evolved yogi to help the guy before anyone else in this rainbow community...however reality shows to be different...

May I say that divisions on vision for this whole thing could have been somehow connected with Phied's illness and now evident resignation from further involvement into creating complete audio file...maybe it is maybe its not but I can sense certain diversion from what many expected in this journey...as for globalization of this meditation May 9 event I think its almost doomed to failure unless people forget about sacred sites and earth's grid...reason for that is time zones and accessibility of those sites...if that is going to be discarded we might have some chance to globalize it and if not it will become impractical and poorly if at all attended...we are talking about 7000 people for May and millions for later on...

Unless Astralwalker is some miracle man I can't see how can this be done unless other people are able to perform that magic he was talking about today...hmm...for me this whole issue of his vision and division with others will be quite detrimental to this global meditation project and I am not sure if this project has not been hijacked by certain spiritual entities or human dark side peddlers...call me paranoid but "love to all" messages don't seem to unite much of people even on Avalon let alone in world...either proclaimed love is not genuine or we are all pulled by nose for being too gullible and open minded...

I do not worry myself about whats going on but I do feel sorry for lot of people who really are giving their best and hope for honest and leadership...I know that claims have been laid that this project has no leader but in reality it has because thread was started by Astralwalker and he is leader of this frenzy like it or not...he is building twin websites across the globe to access as many people as possible and that is commendable but I sense a bit of ego in his leadership especially regarding his vision...when time is right good things will come to you does not answer anything but asks for blind following and obedience...most of people in meditation groups scorn religions for this attitude toward layman (follower) and yet when this is done within their own class it seems leader has high or too high wisdom to share his vision or info with the sheepeople...for me its a bit silly double standard attitude toward reality...

Anyway with PhiedPiper gone I am very skeptical of audio part of meditation though Phireflye's addition of nature to it is not bad as embellishment...however I have strong feeling Phied's plan was to continue on this half and hour with raising vibrational frequency til the end which in my opinion nobody else have knowledge to achieve with such effective audio tones...solfegio and other stuff just can't cause what Phied was onto in his work and vision...my warmest feelings and love to him for all that he has done...

[feardia]

friend urahat,
when i saw AW's thread it struck a chord with me, he made a lot of sense in what he was saying, it came along at the right time when many people were losing hope and feeling powerless with the depth and scope of the deception which we live under. The idea of the global meditation seemed to be something practical which we could do to assist mother Earth, as like us she too is ascending. It was a great catalyst which introduced me to meditation, and the saturday meditations are now the highlight of my week.
But, as the Hopi Elders say- 'do not look outside yourself for a leader'. AW does not have all the answers, as the Earth evolves, her energy points are moving too, for me I think many of these sacred sites were put there in order to stop her ascending, to hold her in 3d and ultimately to destroy her. We will see in 2012 when the illuminati put the capstone on the Great Pyramid, it is all part of their great work.
I meditate every day to pp's music, and I wish him well every time I listen to it or see his name. The illness he is suffering from is probably all part of the ascension process, I too have developed a strange rash which began on my hands, spread to my torso and has now moved on to my legs, I went to the doctor and he offered me antibiotics, various creams and lotions supplied by merck, and other multinationals, I threw them in the bin and began treating myself with H2O2, honey and cinnamon and ground ginger, the symptoms sometimes disappear then reappear somewhere else a few days later, anyway if i'm going to rot away from the inside out so be it, although I hope that this old body will see me through to 2012
The reason we all meditate to the music is to sync our emotions and the communal experience, so i suppose it is important that we all do the same thing, but only today I read that digital music generates significantly less emotional response than did analogue, so we really might have to go back to vinyl and tape.
I have experience producing digital music and I think that phirefly has done an excellent extended mix using the original audio file produced by pp, probably using Garageband, however I suspect that the original file was created using Reason, Cubase or some other DAW program- if that original file and samples could be made available someone else might be able to take over and bring the music up to the next level, I would have a go if it was in Reason, however I have friends who might be able to work with Cubase etc. if i ask them nicely.
No-one really knows what is going on, we all have a part of the picture, we just have to go with our intuition and try our best. My intuition tells me that Mother Earth will look after herself by shaking off the cancer which has spread over her as her children slept.
The time for egos is over, share everything, to quote our good friend aw 'we must unite as one humanity'.
Now is the hour...

[lamahat]

feardia listen I like you mate, you are quite natural human being and it reflects greatly on your mind and comprehension of reality that surrounds us...I agree from my heart that we can only lead ourselves into or out of something...as for earth and illuminati part I could not said it better myself you are right on spot with this matter...I personally believe that Astralwalker got overloaded with response he got from people like us and exactly for reason that you have mentioned...it could be that he was surprised and unprepared to handle all challenges of his project or vision... it is one thing to have vision and plan for something and quite different stuff when it comes to implementation on practical level especially cooperating with other people who might have different perspectives and emotional attitude to our common misery in this rotten matrix...I am ready for whatever comes and will not hide or fear hardship that will increase burden on our backs...I don't believe that we will have ascension in literal sense as some new-agers claim because this is no different from Christian rapture doctrine which I find to be foolish belief reminding me of emu putting his head in sand when faced with hardship and danger...I will stand tall by the will of Creator and face it whatever it might pop up before me...as for your rash try getting one glass of soda bicarbonate with lemon juice...formula: put in glass 1 teaspoon of soda, 10ml of squeezed lemon juice and fill the rest with clean water....it is very powerful potion to detoxify body from various chemicals we are exposed to...I served my army service in former Yugoslavia and our army kit was supplied with soda bicarbonate which we were told to use for cleaning dirty water, washing body and uniform from biological exposure in war etc....trust me on this one its good for lots of stuff and it available very cheap in all food stores...love you man be well and safe...

[feardia]

thanks urahat,
i know everything is going to be grand, I found an unopened jar of bicarb soda in my cupboard today, I knew I bought it for a reason
I also just started digging my garden today, i think i'll spend more time there than on the net. See you at the meditation tomoro night,
one love, people get ready...